Alex could hear sounds of exclamations inside the ward from where he was standing outside. He peeked in the door to see Amy's expression change from shock to disbelief and finally, denial as the brunt of the horrifying news sunk in. Of billions of people all over the world, Alex couldn't believe that Amy was one of them who inherited a rare disease that affects her nervous system. Amy's parents who were determined to rid her of the disease were planning to send her to the most advanced hospital in the world for a higher success rate.
After the sobbing sounds from inside the ward subsided, Amy's parents exited the ward, telling Alex that he was wanted by Amy. They shared a subdued silence as they looked into each others' eyes. Amy whispered first, informing him that she would have to leave to California in a few days, possibly not coming back for several years while the therapy went on. Another solemn silence ensued. Alex responded by hugging her. Amy lay in the comfort of his embrace, enjoying his warmth. Alex muttered to Amy, "Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. I will settle for that while waiting for you."
And so it went, the last day before Amy leaves for California. A handwritten note. Hugs that neither of them wanted to let go. More than just a little tears involved. Alex waved to Amy till she was out of sight.
Upon landing in California, Amy's parents immediately sent her to the hospital. Amy bid her parents goodbye from the ward she was admitted in. Once she saw them enter the elevator, she slowly made her way into her room. Her future seemed so desolate, what with all the therapies and sleepless nights she will encounter during rehabilitation. Scared of what will come, Amy collapsed at the corner of her room and broke down into silent tears.
At the exact same time, Alex's heart felt like it was being torn ruthlessly into bits and pieces. Back in the airport, he could see in Amy's eyes that she was terrified, but was trying to keep up a brave front so as to not cast worry on everyone who cared about. He could tell she was feigning ignorance about the seriousness of the whole matter, of the slim chance that she could actually survive the hurdle God presented to her. The moments of clarity and sorrow in her eyes as she left him were enough to help him make his decision. She was worth the wait, no matter how long it would take.
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